butterfly.

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 01:47:09 GMT

this is really sad.

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 04:45:22 GMT

I have been feeling cluttered &disorganized lately.
I need a fresh start, plus I have had this journal since about 10th grade.

THEREFORE;

I MADE A NEW USERNAME:
__dishwaterwarm

&a new screen name:
helloansonia

Comment there if you want to be added/Add me back if I already added you

BYE DAMAGEDXGOODS I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!

Thu, 24 Feb 2005 14:26:49 GMT

I spent the past two days with laura kaye bloch and jenamarie green.

Fri, 18 Feb 2005 00:02:41 GMT

damagedxgoods

The LJ friendsCollage.
Original by pratibha75 and teemus. Modifications by whitez.

Thu, 17 Feb 2005 01:13:00 GMT

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 23:59:07 GMT

RIP CELLPHONE.
It is no longer.
Today at work we took the kids outside &in the midst of trying to get a kickball out of a puddle, my cellphone so conveiniently fell out of my pocket and into the water. AWESOME. Now its blinks on and off and gets really hot and now I have to go by myself all the way to Central Ave and get it fixed or get a new one.

Happy Birthday Conor Oberst &Brandon Boyd, the famous loves of my life.

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 19:08:16 GMT

My weekend went by way too quickly.
Saturday was my mom's birthday so we went out to dinner, the night ended with me and sam watching runway shows from fashion week in nyc. Well, obviously I was in control of the remote that night. Sunday me Stephanie and Sam skipped church and went out to breakfast, but had to go back for class, because me and sam have been MIA the past couple weeks. Today, Valentines Day, I got flowers and a remote control HUMMERDINOSAUR.!!!!!!!!!! I do not want to go to work today, what I want to do is read my book and have naptime with sammy. :0( :0( :0(

EDIT EDIT EDIT!!!!!!!!!!
So I got all the way to work and I just couldn't go in, so I called and said I was sick and went to school and found Sammy. By the grace of god his mom let me come over since its Valentines Day &all. We kicked little Phil out of the TV room and we watched The Notebook. I ate frosted flakes and he ate cold spagetti and we had a grand time!! When he walked me out to my car he gave me THREE KISSES!!!!!! RIGHT NOW I AM GOING TO GO UPSTAIRS AND RACE MY TOY HUMMER AROUND THE KITCHEN BECAUSE JENNY IS HOME AND SMUDGE LIKES YELLOW THINGS THAT MOVE. &I'm also going to wait for twenty four to come on ohhhhh!!!

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 15:23:15 GMT

I dropped .429ths of a point GPA, but I think I still made honor roll. If it wasn't for the Economics Final Exam I would have made High Honor Roll.

Creative Writing: 90 on both second quarter and the exam
Economics: 88 for the quarter 78 for the exam
Painting: 91
Cinema: 95
Adv Glass: 90
Photo: 95
Gym: 95

GPA: 92

Whatev's. Hopefully since this semester I am barely taking any classes I will do better. Really all I have to do well in is PIG. My only other real classes are Readers Workshop &Jewelry, which I am not concerned about. Besides Gym, the rest of my days at school are filled with Prep after boring Prep.

Last night I bought my prom dress!!!!! I had seen it at Macy's back when me and sam went to the mall to get my sisters birthday present, but they didn't have my size. I was just going to order it online but, you cannot, you can only purchase it in stores. So last night while shopping for my mom's birthday present I came across it again, they still didn't have my size but I decided to get it anyways, thinking I can just get it taken in, its only one size bigger than my usual dress size. The first time I saw it it was $207, last night it was on clearance for $129, I get up to the counter and the lady rings it up for $88. So yeah, I made out well.

this picture really does the dress no justice, it is so much prettier in person.

And apparently I am not going to school today, I was going to go in late but my mom called and said the roads are still slippery. HOORAY for not being able to see Sam, ever.

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 01:20:30 GMT

Sunday began with a Superbowl Party &ended with a movie and bombers.
We saw Boogeyman, and it sucked. I was screaming the whole time then the end I was like WHAT?! Its pretty much a waste of nine dollars and fifty cents. I wasn't even scared after seeing it, and if you know me well you know me and how I deal with scary movies/dark places/strangers/boogeypeople.

I finished reading 'The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Nighttime' and I really enjoyed it.

BOWLING STARTED YESTERDAY.
122 yesss!!!!!

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 17:51:50 GMT

my weekend consisted of: baccala's, target, salvation army, driving in the mini, midnight runs to wendy's, clifton park, red robin. It's now sunday &I'm broke, I have two new dresses that are so ugly but I love them, and Dane Cook's 'Harmful if Swallowed' on my iPOD. I did not go to conformation class this morning &in about 3 hours I am going to my Aunts Superbowl Party to eat food, only, then I will come home &sleep: I will not be watching the Superbowl tonight, because I hate football.

Wed, 02 Feb 2005 20:44:09 GMT

It's Groundhogs Day! It's also Susan's Birthday! But groundhogs aren't as cool as Susan, so they do not get pictures commemorating their special day; but susan does.

Also; I went to target afterschool where I purchased a notebook and a binder and a sixtynine cent pencil box.

My hair is getting really long!

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 18:59:40 GMT

I GOT ACCEPTED TO FIT!!!!!

:0]

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 17:06:02 GMT

Today Sam brought twenty three dollars worth
of vitamin water into school for me. :0]

I came home early from school today because I felt sick.

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 23:19:14 GMT

I found out today that the reason I have not recieved my letter is because my essay was not recieved.

Back in October I talked to the Chairperson of the photography department and she said an essasy was not required for some majors, photography being one of them. Now I have one day to write my college essay that every other person applying to colleges has had months to prepare.

I HATE THISSSSS
:0(

Tue, 04 Jan 2005 02:00:15 GMT

ATTENTION;
For my final project in creative writing
I have to research, interperet, and present
a number of different poems, songs etc. by different poets &musicians.
If you could all do me the the biggest favor ever
&send me your favorite poems, short stories, or song lyrics
that would be incredibly useful &appreciated

email: dishwaterwarm@gmail.com
aim: laahhh

ILOVEYOUTHANKS!!!

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 01:07:23 GMT

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 22:55:46 GMT

Happy New Years.
Sam comes home tomorrow
&even though he wasn't physically with me last night
I still had an effin blast at Caitlins
plus Sammy kissed me over the phone and I got to hear everyone screaming at the bar.

I went over to Caitlins around 8.
We played Star Wars Monopoly
&watched Garden State.
All of a sudden it was midnight and the ball dropped and we all ran outside.
None of us slept and we all stayed up talking about anything and everything until about eight in the morning.

I tried to take a nap when I got home but that didn't work.
Family is over now for dinner.
And I get to see my favorite person tomorrow that I haven't seen since Christmas Eve.!

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 19:23:20 GMT

I also bought Garden State on DVD &the oc mix 2. :0]

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 17:28:34 GMT

because I haven't posted pictures of anything in quite some time now...

newly painted room

the spill canvas

me &sam

Sun, 26 Dec 2004 02:28:47 GMT

oh; pee-ess.
we ate dessert on happy birthday plates.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY J-E-S-U-S.

Sun, 26 Dec 2004 02:23:22 GMT

Merry Christmas!!!!!!!
I am very pleased with all my presents.
Besides the fact that there was no puppy, no iPOD, and no boyfriend within a 10 mile radius. :0(

But I did get:
an MP3 player, which I am considering returning for an iPOD.
Many sweaters.
lots of PAJAMAS
money
Mobil Gift Card
Slippers
Jewelry
Bibo Makeup!
houndstooth scarve
a watch
A SEWING MACHINE!!!!!!
24 on DVD
black&white film
a new camera
an Interpol CD
shoezzzzzzz
gift card to JoAnns Fabric store
plus the stuff I got in my stocking.

I really want to go all out for New Years because there is this dress I have been eyeing for the past couple weeks at H&M and now I have disposable cash to purchase it.

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 02:49:54 GMT

Today is Sam's Birthday!
I gave him shoes and family guy dvd's [which we watched all afternoon]
He got an IPOD, I'm so jealous.
We went out to dinner at Ta-ke.
I wish it was thursday.

miss december.

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 23:50:46 GMT

I am Student of the Month for TechPhoto.
Weird? Yes.

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 21:29:35 GMT

I have one less than one week now to buy presents for both of my sisters.

This weekend was fun.
On friday Sam &I saw The Spill Canvas at the Shelter.
I finally got to meet Caitlin and Teddy and Nick and Katie.
Sam slept over afterwards, and on Saturday morning we went to New Jerseyyyy.
We got to the hotel really early.
Sam and the rest of my family had lunch at Chili's
&I stayed at the hotel getting ready and watching The Look for Less.
The Wedding was so much fun.
So was the reception.
It was at this Golf Course place and it was soo pretty.
We had breakfast at my uncles house in Medford this morning before coming home.
I wish Christmas was tomorrow, I dont want to go to work this week.

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 21:21:15 GMT

MY INTERVIEW &PORTFOLIO REVIEW WENT SOOOOO WELL!!!!
We got to FIT about 10 minutes late because there was traffic in the lincoln tunnel.
Everyone who had an interview that day had to go into this classroom and fill out paperwork and a questionnaire, then we were all told to sit out in the hallway and wait to be called in for the interview.
Of course I was last, and it was so nerveracking waiting there. I was interviewed by 2 professors, but only one of them did most of the talking, the other guy would just add his 2 cents once and a while. They were so pleased with my portfolio, they told me that my portfolio was exceptional, and that they could see I had my own style and that my photographs are very personal. !!!!!!!!!!. I had the most amazing answers for all the questions they asked me too! I was using such smart words and it was almost like my mouth was on autopilot and I was just hanging out, usually in scary situations like that I am nervous and jittery and incoherent, but instead! I was confident!!!!!!!!! I am just very happy with how well it went and they were happy with my work and my grades and everything. So right now I am not too worried about not getting accepted.

The rest of my day in the city was good too. The wait at serendipity was three hours, so that was out of the question, we went to South Street Seaport and had pizza and chinese food and Sam showed me the Butterly Store! Its soo pretty. In the subway there were these two boys breakdancing and doing flips and such, after they were done everyone gave them money, me and sam guessed they made about $20 on just one subway car. That would be such a prospourus career. You know its not easy doing front flips when the subway is in motion. To end our night we ate a Pax and walked around Bryant Park!!!!!!!!!!

Today is nine months!<33333
We ate at Brueggers and had a Halo tournament
CUTE!!!!!!!

I would really like this week to go by so fast because next weekend is my cousins wedding in New Jersey.